Rachel Writes

One line. It's making a difference for me. This job is important. Washing faces and hands. Scrambling eggs. Clearing tables. Reading stories. Demonstrating kindness. This job is important. Because it matters how they experience life. It matters how they will treat others. But it also matters how I feel. And many days I feel discouraged. Disappointed. Wishing for something different. So that's why hearing "this job matters" (from me, to me ) is important. Because I believe it, even if I lose sight of hope sometimes. It's easy to forget that I felt this way in the workplace sometimes too. It's not just being at home with 3 little ones that has challenges. Our routines can get us down. Without a vision the people perish. So what's my vision? Acceptance. Kindness. Goodness. Grace. This job is important. And so is yours.

Dear Rachel, I know that you have many plans this week. You want the kids to enjoy the last full week of summer. You are always wondering if you have taught them enough and if you all are good enough. Please, remember that you love them. Take a chance just to look at them, hug them, and love them. These precious people have changed your life. You do well to build relationship with them. And Rachel, please, look at Micah. Watch all the wonderful things that he does. Let him know that you notice. Please, look for the good. And be glad. Don't give up. It's going to be a great week. I'm cheering for you. Love, Vacation Rachel

I'm Stateside 2 weeks for a wedding and time with family. It's quiet and lovely. I miss the kids, but I am enjoying quiet mornings. Delicious. My parents home is so comfortable. I just called the credit card company and sorted everything within 2 minutes. That is unparalleled in my experience of living overseas. And I know that it's the price that I pay for living in eternal summer and enjoying the best of a tropical island, but it's also nice to enjoy American convenience. And quiet. The American super characteristic, silent sufficiency. And the Filipino one, vibrant community. I'm blessed to taste both worlds.